17.3.13

I wish I had a cute laugh but instead I sound like a dying seal.




Stressed out, I might not show it but in my head it's all chaos & explosion.
I dislike my university, maybe because of my high expectations & I didn't
enjoy driving through the heavy traffic every morning. Worst of all 
I can't sleep without taking sleeping pills or relaxing pills, this is bad.
When I don't have enough rest, I can't drive at all cause I couldn't focus,
I'll start having panic attacks & my reaction gets very slow. Don't remind me 
about my bad temper, I lose control more often nowadays. (massive headache)
For now I'll be busy finishing 10 photo shoots due in two weeks time.